I have bi polar and I'm about to be in an arranged marriage soon. I'm Vietnamese and because I'm the only vietnamese with bi polar disorder, no vietnamese girl here in the states like me so I had to result in being in an arranged marriage. This is my last chance in life. I'm 19 years old. My disorder tends to make me rant and troll all the time and I want to break this habit. Is there anything I can to help myself change ?? Is there anyone to help me ?? I'm honestly asking for help.