Ok well i would really like some advice from people and no jokes please i get scared sometimes and need help/advice.
Ok well i smoked weed 7 times over my whole life, The last time i smoked it i got scared because of my cousin saying the police where here and after i woke up i just felt weird like i was in a dream, i had allot of stress around that time and still do with finding my girlfriend liked my brother and all kinds of stuff, but now lives getting better, at first after the day i smoked weed i felt fake like i was in a dream and i had 2 panic attacks, one really bad one in the mall where i felt like i was fake and just freaked myself into panic. then the next day i got one and just got some fresh air and was ok, i was thinking i have depersonalization and anxiety but i don't really know, i think the depersonalization has really slowed down or even stopped but i cant tell because its not the same anymore i don't feel fake i just don't feel right sometimes, i don't think i have anxiety tho because i don't really get scared or freak out on stuff, i do get mad easy and freak out that's about it, Then i looked up hppd its a condition you get after you do hallucinogen drugs and i THOUGHT i had that too, because they say you see tracers on objects and you vision seems like static and weird colors in you vision and like stuffs moving and breathing like the walls, but all i had was when i looked in the sky and really tried to i could see little white speckle's and at night in the dark i could get static vision i think its just because the darkness tho, I THINK my problem is im a hypochondriac, the problem were you think you have everything wrong with you and what not , even my girlfriend and brother tell me that i am one, well anyways i must be fine because i can do normal daily activities and everything i act just fine i think i just got a little memory loss that should go away after 6 weeks like forms say. Other then that im fine just sometimes i don't feel like i used to maybe? or am i just tricking my mind? i think to much sometimes
Ok well i smoked weed 7 times over my whole life, The last time i smoked it i got scared because of my cousin saying the police where here and after i woke up i just felt weird like i was in a dream, i had allot of stress around that time and still do with finding my girlfriend liked my brother and all kinds of stuff, but now lives getting better, at first after the day i smoked weed i felt fake like i was in a dream and i had 2 panic attacks, one really bad one in the mall where i felt like i was fake and just freaked myself into panic. then the next day i got one and just got some fresh air and was ok, i was thinking i have depersonalization and anxiety but i don't really know, i think the depersonalization has really slowed down or even stopped but i cant tell because its not the same anymore i don't feel fake i just don't feel right sometimes, i don't think i have anxiety tho because i don't really get scared or freak out on stuff, i do get mad easy and freak out that's about it, Then i looked up hppd its a condition you get after you do hallucinogen drugs and i THOUGHT i had that too, because they say you see tracers on objects and you vision seems like static and weird colors in you vision and like stuffs moving and breathing like the walls, but all i had was when i looked in the sky and really tried to i could see little white speckle's and at night in the dark i could get static vision i think its just because the darkness tho, I THINK my problem is im a hypochondriac, the problem were you think you have everything wrong with you and what not , even my girlfriend and brother tell me that i am one, well anyways i must be fine because i can do normal daily activities and everything i act just fine i think i just got a little memory loss that should go away after 6 weeks like forms say. Other then that im fine just sometimes i don't feel like i used to maybe? or am i just tricking my mind? i think to much sometimes