I'm 16. I'm not afraid of like sexual relationships, me and my serious boyfriend are sexually active and nothing about it makes me feel uncomfortable.
But when it comes to things like..okay.
For example, the idea of breastfeeding like grosses me out. NOT because of the physical idea of it, but I don't like the idea of how close it is..my friend told me she breastfeeds and her and her daughter's bond is so strong. And I dont like the idea of being that close with someone.
And my mom. If my mom tries to hug me or tell me all this loving stuff..it weirds me out. I hate being that close with her. When someone cries about certain things I dont have compassion and I find myself getting angry...i dont know how to explain it but does anyone understand what i feel? i know i sound like a freak i just hate it..
But when it comes to things like..okay.
For example, the idea of breastfeeding like grosses me out. NOT because of the physical idea of it, but I don't like the idea of how close it is..my friend told me she breastfeeds and her and her daughter's bond is so strong. And I dont like the idea of being that close with someone.
And my mom. If my mom tries to hug me or tell me all this loving stuff..it weirds me out. I hate being that close with her. When someone cries about certain things I dont have compassion and I find myself getting angry...i dont know how to explain it but does anyone understand what i feel? i know i sound like a freak i just hate it..