Kawaii Chan
New member
hi, alright so I'm a 12-year old girl 4'9 and before I used to weigh 84 pounds and now i weigh about 78-80 pounds I am really scared to eat food that has alot of calories and if i do eat alot of food i exercise alot and I'm really scared to gain weight, all I eat is usually crew tons and cereal and maybe some tea or water and soup sometimes I don't like to eat over 200 calories but maybe some time's I do and after that i excersie and excersie a few months ago I was 78-79 pounds now I'm 80-81 npounds and i feel so fat sometime's and when i'm at school i won't eat anything for lunch or through half the day the only thing I may eat is crackers. Also when i have to eat dinner sometime's i will put the food in the paper towel and throw it away and fake like i eat it I also still have my peroid but it's not as bloody it's light and doesn't really last that long like it used to and i don't really have cramps like i used to. I'm trying to eat again but it's hard one day i could be okay and then the next I call my self fat and i need to lose weight and I'm scared to eat alot as soon as i eat i run to weigh myself i have been hurt from exercising so much because i'm really sore and so i only exercise for 15 min because it hurt's but now i'm so scared to eat because i won't be able to excersie it off,sometimes i think about throwing up but i don't do it or want to and lately my hair and skin have been frail but i'm still a healthy weight though my bmi is 17.1 but i still fee fat , and at school everybody say's i need to put on about 10.lbs but i still feel kind of fat so do i have an ED or not/