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BeckyyChann
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Ive been "ill" now for 9 months, since about february.
It all started off at around 4am, when my boyfriend was sick. I have a phobia of sickness, so i couldnt sleep after that and i felt really ill myself. I usually feel a bit better within an hour or so. But i was still feeling sick, so i thought maybe we ate something bad. A week or so later im still feeling sick, havent actually been sick yet, but after swallowing it would feel like your about to heave, but i never do.
About a month later i had test after test. About 3 months in, i found out i had helicobactor Pylori. About a month or 2 after finding out, i had another breathe test to see if i had it, and it came back negative.
Yet im still feeling the same. Cant eat much, lost lots of weight, cant sleep, very very bad depression and just thinking suicidal thoughts.
Just about 2 months ago, my doctor said when i had a ph study, it seemed i had acid reflux, but it wasnt that bad to make me as ill as i am.
So ive been taking all sorts of tablets to help it, and theyre still not working.
Ive just got a perscription today of Domperidone, which im taking with Lansprozole.
Now im hoping to god this will work.
My mum thinks while i had Helicobactor pylori, i was going through severe depression which got me even more ill, and as the H. Pylori went my depression didnt, and thats what may be causing it.
So im seeing a pychologist in a week or so.
Im only 16, and this has been a living nitemare.
I missed my last 5 months of school, my GCSE's, my prom, ive lost my close frienRABhips with my frienRAB, and not being able to get into college.
My life has basically stopped for 9 months, and ive never been so depressed in my life. I cant move out of the house im that ill. I get scared incase im sick and i just wanna be safe at home.
Has anyone else ever had these symptons or gone through this?
It would be nice to talk to someone that has been through the same thing, because im having trouble with coping, and id just like to know.
For those who read this, thankyou for your time :]
Becky
It all started off at around 4am, when my boyfriend was sick. I have a phobia of sickness, so i couldnt sleep after that and i felt really ill myself. I usually feel a bit better within an hour or so. But i was still feeling sick, so i thought maybe we ate something bad. A week or so later im still feeling sick, havent actually been sick yet, but after swallowing it would feel like your about to heave, but i never do.
About a month later i had test after test. About 3 months in, i found out i had helicobactor Pylori. About a month or 2 after finding out, i had another breathe test to see if i had it, and it came back negative.
Yet im still feeling the same. Cant eat much, lost lots of weight, cant sleep, very very bad depression and just thinking suicidal thoughts.
Just about 2 months ago, my doctor said when i had a ph study, it seemed i had acid reflux, but it wasnt that bad to make me as ill as i am.
So ive been taking all sorts of tablets to help it, and theyre still not working.
Ive just got a perscription today of Domperidone, which im taking with Lansprozole.
Now im hoping to god this will work.
My mum thinks while i had Helicobactor pylori, i was going through severe depression which got me even more ill, and as the H. Pylori went my depression didnt, and thats what may be causing it.
So im seeing a pychologist in a week or so.
Im only 16, and this has been a living nitemare.
I missed my last 5 months of school, my GCSE's, my prom, ive lost my close frienRABhips with my frienRAB, and not being able to get into college.
My life has basically stopped for 9 months, and ive never been so depressed in my life. I cant move out of the house im that ill. I get scared incase im sick and i just wanna be safe at home.
Has anyone else ever had these symptons or gone through this?
It would be nice to talk to someone that has been through the same thing, because im having trouble with coping, and id just like to know.
For those who read this, thankyou for your time :]
Becky