Ok I am only 13 almost 14 but I act very strangely then other girls. My Mom said mental illnesses run in the family including her. This is whats going on with me....
When I get home from school I grab my Mp3 player and walk back in fourth talking to myself well listening to music. Plus I am obsessed over this teacher. I am a girl she is a girl but its not a crush or anything trust me. I just talk about her lots and he was a teacher from a year ago. I want to act silly around her and I want to see her sometimes for no reason. Plus I think the school staff is watching me every were I go. I also get into these moods to wear I want to cause harm to myself. I think that I am ugly. I think I am stupid and don't belong on the earth. They happen of and on. LIke mood swings. I have very low self confidence and well this whole weirdness about me is affecting my life. I also cant stand people. Also I get this strange sensation like something is going to kill me. What is wrong with me I am almost 14 years old and my name is Rachel and My Grandma thinks I am Bipolar with OCD What am I if anything?
When I get home from school I grab my Mp3 player and walk back in fourth talking to myself well listening to music. Plus I am obsessed over this teacher. I am a girl she is a girl but its not a crush or anything trust me. I just talk about her lots and he was a teacher from a year ago. I want to act silly around her and I want to see her sometimes for no reason. Plus I think the school staff is watching me every were I go. I also get into these moods to wear I want to cause harm to myself. I think that I am ugly. I think I am stupid and don't belong on the earth. They happen of and on. LIke mood swings. I have very low self confidence and well this whole weirdness about me is affecting my life. I also cant stand people. Also I get this strange sensation like something is going to kill me. What is wrong with me I am almost 14 years old and my name is Rachel and My Grandma thinks I am Bipolar with OCD What am I if anything?