Lauren Smithy
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Well for years i have to check everything in my house, windows, cupboards, doors, the cooker and stove, light switches, switches, taps, curtains, because i think that something will happen. like my mom will die, the house will get burnt down, my brother will be taken and killed. i have to look around my room every night, in the corners, all arund the ceiling, and before i get into the shower. and now i cant even get in the bath because im scared something will drown me, so i have to have my sister talk to me while im in the shower, i cant be upstairs or downstairs on my own, and i definatley cant be in the house on my own. i find it hard to just walk up the stairs if i know that nobody is up there, like something is mentally stopping me. i have to sleep with the lights on even if i have a friend over, and if no one is in the room with me i cant look in a mirror, it feels as if my life is being taken over and im only 16, i havnt told my mom everything but she has noticed that i wont go upstairs, or stay in on my own, and she knows im scared of the dark.
can anybody tell me whats wrong with me, without making me feel like an idiot.
thankyou for all the answers and support.
can anybody tell me whats wrong with me, without making me feel like an idiot.
thankyou for all the answers and support.