do i have a mental illness or some kind of disorder?

banksy

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4 overdoes and cutting myself. I stress myself out to a point where i can;t breath and everything goes blurry and i don't know what i'm doing and i collapse, it's started about 3 months ago.. not told my mum about these, but i think she knows now. I cry when people talk to me, so now i sit in front of the mirror and have a conversation with myself, or i'll walk about smiling and laughing but when people talk i don't know what to say and i'll get over whelmed that i cry. I get to angry i start to shout,yell,scream, and even have tantrums! I scratch my arms and legs when i think i can hear things? and i go crazy.. i think im locked in my room and i'm not. I cry, do everything i talk to myself most then ever. I hate to talk about how i feel, because i make sure people are happy so they don't feel how i do. I have 1 meal a day and im 15 5'2ft and weigh 6 stone. I never feel hungry anymore, my tummy rumbles but i never feel i need to eat. I sleep so much go to get at 1am and get up at 3am and still carry on sleeping, My anixety has coursed IBS and chest pains.
Help please ?
i meant to put 3pm
 
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