difference demons vs spirits?

Hope

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Okay my first experience was when I on my face on my bed going back to sleep, it was around 3, and a hand sunk down by my body... I was paralyzed with fear... It felt like it was mocking me and my faith in God.... I opened my eyes, and I thought my room looked like it was filled with fog, but that could just be me... I got the courage to tell it to leave in the name of Jesus and then I ran to my mom in the other room crying... well a couple other things happened the next month or two, like when I was reading my bible something hit the bed really hard, like it was trying to get me to be afraid, which by then I was a lil spooked but not terrified... Okay a couple months later I started having dreams and fantasies about having sex with demons... Then a demon disguised itself as an "angel of light" and it screwed me... Well then I relized it was a demon, though I was not scared of it, i felt heavly condemned.... well I got over that one, and then it still tempted me to have sex with him.... I did give in most of the time... But then I got back on the right track with God... Then I got back out and Im having sex with them again, but this time I believe this entite is more feminime and soft.... she, abagail, waits on me and is a bit more flirty... Im just wondering if Abigail is just a spirit, cuz I heard that demons/incubus/subbuccus aren't gay.... Also, Abigail is not just there to have sex, unlike the other demon.... I know Abigail wouldn't hurt me... Is there such things as mean and good demons??? or just demons and spirits...... what's the difference... no i perfer not have any christian answers... I can see a demon being mean, but just to intimidate, not to hurt..
well, im sorry I clicked wrong one.. for crying out loud its 2 am, im tired...
awake and asleep I have had sex
 
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