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Me and my boyfriend of two years just got an apartment together a couple weeks ago. Last night we kinda had a little get together to celebrate. We just invited his best friend and mine. They are both single so we thought maybe they would hook up.
We had fun, we all played Wii. watched a movie and of course there was drinking involved...We all drank WAY to much, except my boyfriend's friend. He ended up leaving about 1am. Well the rest of us kept drinking.
I ended up getting sick and ended up hugging the toilet all night. I don't remember how I got undressed or how I got to bed. But I do have little flashbacks of my best friend and my man in bed with me. I remember they were talking and giggeling. I was so out of it! The most disturbing thing is that I know at some point I heard her moaning! I know I was not dreaming. I was to sick and out of it to say or do anything about it.
This morning when I woke up my boyfriend was in bed beside me and my friend was on the couch...When I got myself together it hit me like a ton of bricks! I felt so sick at the thought that my boyfriend and bestfriend of five years might have had sex right beside me! When my friend woke up she was very hungover... She was very quiet and was acting very strange. She couldn't even look at me. She ended up leaving right away...I woke my boyfriend up and questioned him about what went on. He said he didn't remember much but said I was crazy for thinking something happend between him and her. He even denied she was ever in bed with us! I know that's a lie!
I don't know what to do or what to think! Deep down I know I am right. I know what I heard. What do I do? This could ruin my trust and relationship with the two most important people in my life! I feel so sick and not just from my hangover. I can't stop crying and I don't know what to do about this...Any advice on what I should do??? My head is spinning with the thought of all this!
We had fun, we all played Wii. watched a movie and of course there was drinking involved...We all drank WAY to much, except my boyfriend's friend. He ended up leaving about 1am. Well the rest of us kept drinking.
I ended up getting sick and ended up hugging the toilet all night. I don't remember how I got undressed or how I got to bed. But I do have little flashbacks of my best friend and my man in bed with me. I remember they were talking and giggeling. I was so out of it! The most disturbing thing is that I know at some point I heard her moaning! I know I was not dreaming. I was to sick and out of it to say or do anything about it.
This morning when I woke up my boyfriend was in bed beside me and my friend was on the couch...When I got myself together it hit me like a ton of bricks! I felt so sick at the thought that my boyfriend and bestfriend of five years might have had sex right beside me! When my friend woke up she was very hungover... She was very quiet and was acting very strange. She couldn't even look at me. She ended up leaving right away...I woke my boyfriend up and questioned him about what went on. He said he didn't remember much but said I was crazy for thinking something happend between him and her. He even denied she was ever in bed with us! I know that's a lie!
I don't know what to do or what to think! Deep down I know I am right. I know what I heard. What do I do? This could ruin my trust and relationship with the two most important people in my life! I feel so sick and not just from my hangover. I can't stop crying and I don't know what to do about this...Any advice on what I should do??? My head is spinning with the thought of all this!