Nikki Loves You!
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...Please read? I’m 17 and my ex-boyfriend is 16. We were so in love and would’ve done anything for each other. We just have one of those rare, really strong connections and we just get each other. He always told me his secrets and he always said he was POSITIVE that he loves me & we ended up losing our virginities to each other which was extremely sacred to both of us but as young and naïve as we are, we had planned on staying together forever. We picked out future kids names and everything 
But a month later his mom had found a note I had written to him (It was very stupid on my behalf, and it was somewhat descriptive about how we had sex.) We were already fighting about something stupid and his parents basically made him cut off all contact with me. He cried SO much and was **on the ground crying for me, it was heartbreaking....***And the last time he kissed me he said, "everytime I kiss you I kiss you with so much meaning." 
*** He told me we could still be friends, and maybe we’d date again in the future, then he got angry for some reason and said “I’m never gonna date you ever again.“ And I asked him if he loves me and he said "I dunno right now" At first, he was sneaking his phone & talking to me, but they found out and blocked my number. Then I went to give him his clothes back and he was so depressed. I don’t go to his school so I never see him, but my friends have told me he’s still wearing my bracelet, maybe he just likes the bracelet (it's a To Write Love on Her Arms bracelet) and maybe it’s not about me. every time I try contacting him from another phone he just hangs up and ignores it. Also, I wrote an email and apologized to his parents a couple weeks ago, and his dad said “no hard feelings” and that they’d write back later. I don't think they will though.... And I wonder if he even checks on me, on facebook or anything? If he wanted to talk to me, he would find a way through one of his friends, so he just doesn't want to. And I honestly don't know how you could do that if you love someone, like after everything we had..
But a month later his mom had found a note I had written to him (It was very stupid on my behalf, and it was somewhat descriptive about how we had sex.) We were already fighting about something stupid and his parents basically made him cut off all contact with me. He cried SO much and was **on the ground crying for me, it was heartbreaking....***And the last time he kissed me he said, "everytime I kiss you I kiss you with so much meaning." *** He told me we could still be friends, and maybe we’d date again in the future, then he got angry for some reason and said “I’m never gonna date you ever again.“ And I asked him if he loves me and he said "I dunno right now" At first, he was sneaking his phone & talking to me, but they found out and blocked my number. Then I went to give him his clothes back and he was so depressed. I don’t go to his school so I never see him, but my friends have told me he’s still wearing my bracelet, maybe he just likes the bracelet (it's a To Write Love on Her Arms bracelet) and maybe it’s not about me. every time I try contacting him from another phone he just hangs up and ignores it. Also, I wrote an email and apologized to his parents a couple weeks ago, and his dad said “no hard feelings” and that they’d write back later. I don't think they will though.... And I wonder if he even checks on me, on facebook or anything? If he wanted to talk to me, he would find a way through one of his friends, so he just doesn't want to. And I honestly don't know how you could do that if you love someone, like after everything we had..