curious gorgia
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I was perfectly fine from what I remember before I started doing drugs. But after doing a good share of a decent amount of drugs (ive chosen to be drug free) I think i have bad brain damage or some change
-I think people are out to get me in a way, like i get really paranoid and always think people are i cant even explain it.
-I seriously think sometimes im really crazy ( i cant explain my thoughts in my head) haha that sounds really bad but i dont think im like CRAZY CRAZY, I just idk.
-I CANT focus what so ever at all. like at school i would try to pay attention but everything just goes right through my ears it never sticks no matter how hard I try. I day dream so much.
-I cant remember what i was thinking about ESPECIALLY when im telling a story or talking to someone I can concentrate and always forget what im about to say or thinking, seriously i forget everything.
-my memory is horrible as i just said.
-I have a horrible time trying to fall asleep it takes me around 2 to 4 hours depending how tired i am. if im not tired at all sleep is completely out of the question.
-I dont like being around people, but i dont like being alone.
-i starve myself sometimes and then binge for like 4 days.
-I have these horrible depressing thoughts. that make me cry and sometimes even considering killing myself. its really hard to explain
- theres so much more i cant even think of right now but cant remember at the moment.
-I get so easily annoyed and im so thin skinned now.
-everybody annoys me
-i feel like i cant express myself or explain or talk out my feelings or what im feeling when i really want to. i used to be able to talk so much about my problems but now i never do. ever.
do you think this is because of the drugs ive done?
if you need to know:
ive smoked weed a few times, done ecstasy about 15 times and its been laced with probably heroin ketamine and meth, who knows what else. ive done too many pills like retalin hydrocodone like 6 at a time.
please dont be ignorant and give me a smart ass answer or call me dumb for doing drugs. i went through a dumb stage and hung out with the wrong people, i was a stupid teenager, i already know i dont need someone telling me that over and over i get it.
-I think people are out to get me in a way, like i get really paranoid and always think people are i cant even explain it.
-I seriously think sometimes im really crazy ( i cant explain my thoughts in my head) haha that sounds really bad but i dont think im like CRAZY CRAZY, I just idk.
-I CANT focus what so ever at all. like at school i would try to pay attention but everything just goes right through my ears it never sticks no matter how hard I try. I day dream so much.
-I cant remember what i was thinking about ESPECIALLY when im telling a story or talking to someone I can concentrate and always forget what im about to say or thinking, seriously i forget everything.
-my memory is horrible as i just said.
-I have a horrible time trying to fall asleep it takes me around 2 to 4 hours depending how tired i am. if im not tired at all sleep is completely out of the question.
-I dont like being around people, but i dont like being alone.
-i starve myself sometimes and then binge for like 4 days.
-I have these horrible depressing thoughts. that make me cry and sometimes even considering killing myself. its really hard to explain
- theres so much more i cant even think of right now but cant remember at the moment.
-I get so easily annoyed and im so thin skinned now.
-everybody annoys me
-i feel like i cant express myself or explain or talk out my feelings or what im feeling when i really want to. i used to be able to talk so much about my problems but now i never do. ever.
do you think this is because of the drugs ive done?
if you need to know:
ive smoked weed a few times, done ecstasy about 15 times and its been laced with probably heroin ketamine and meth, who knows what else. ive done too many pills like retalin hydrocodone like 6 at a time.
please dont be ignorant and give me a smart ass answer or call me dumb for doing drugs. i went through a dumb stage and hung out with the wrong people, i was a stupid teenager, i already know i dont need someone telling me that over and over i get it.