Detox nightmares

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Hi,everyone.I have been in the background off and on reading yalls posts,in the same boat as a lot of them i see.I am so tired of the pills control over my life,they make me feel good and have energy and most of all the pain i suffer eases off.I am 43 and 10 years ago was told my body was like an 80 year old,that really hit home.The problem is the nsaiRAB made me nausea and i also have stomach problem and take a aciphex eveyday,so i turned to what i thought was the real deal.After 3 bouts with kidney stones and right after a broken rib from a fall,i started using more and more to kill the pain.I found out how good it works for my arthritis and all,drs would not give it to me for that problem.They would give me nsaiRAB,the last new dr gave me a script for celebrex and its still at the pharmacy.Little did i think about getting addicted,but here i am.I took my last lortab 7.5 this morning and to tell you the truth it helped me feel a little better for about an hour this morning,cut down yesterday when i knew i was running out.I am gonna try and see a dr in a little while,hopefully he gives me some to help taper down some.I am gonna go get the thomas recipe also,been feeling like i am dying this morning.
 
I went to see my doctor yesterday,says i am getting a referral to arthritis dr and another dr for surgery on my finger.He gave me darvocet and says this is the strongest i can give you at this time,so here i go up again at 2 30 and hurting.I guess i will be stuck on something for a while,cant stand the pain got 2 bad knees,hip,shoulders,hanRAB,and elbow with a knot on it hurts bad.Question for the guys,when and if you went in to withdrawals did your testicles hurt bad.Mine feels like someone took a hammer to them been like this for 2 days,someone neeRAB to help me.
 
Oh my bad,i forgot to post something.I have been working 7 days a week,drs will not give me any unless i brake sumthing or have a k stone.I guess here in sc,they think you are a dope head but what about all the old ladys selling 100 a month.They sure as heck dont need them if they are selling them every month.
 
I slept a little last nite,been having some kind of brain zaps.I have to take 3 darvocets to feel a little better,gonna run out of them early too.The problem with them is i am half in withdrawals and half out,cold chills,hot flashes and brain zaps still in pain.This is so horrible and i got to go back to work monday.
 
Wrencher --hang in there man. At this point, the key is how bad YOU want this. The best and HARDEST thing to do is NOT focus on the WD. Get out and be in the air. You are lucky that you are in a place that has warmer fresh air. get outside and walk. That is the best way to release your NATURAL endorphines in your body. It has been synthetically releasing them for so long that it neeRAB time to let them go naturally and you can help. read, take warm showers, baths and just go with it. It sucks! I have done it WAY to many times (read my story if you have 5 hours!) I am 75 days now and just starting to get it all back. it is beautiful on this side, not perfect, but beautiful. come join me.

be strong and keep writing and talking

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I will keep trying,gonna go for a walk.I cannot walk to far or one of my knees starts swelling up.Thank you so much for replying and encouragement.
 
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