Taylor Bartelheim
New member
Well i have had stomach problems my whole life and am recently seeing a doctor about it. They think its an ulcer but aren't sure yet. I am really a stressed student. I go to school then come home and watch my little sisters for hours (I have three, all under the age of 5) And then i do homework. Eat (If i have time), take a shower and go to bed. I care ALOT about school and homework and my grades. Last semester i got low grades and i think now alot of killing myself. BEFORE YOU FREAK OUT, I'M NOT GOING TO! I just think that it would be alot easier if i wasn't alive. I feel like ive wasted my time on earth, im 14 by the way. I am mostly sad/ mad/ frustrated/ overwhelmed. I am tried ALL of the time. I haven't really lost interest in anything i do. Please help. I don't think im depressed but i don't think im regular and healthy. I am also afraid to ask for help because i think that my mom would not really believe me and i am SUPER shy and wouldn't want to talk to a consular.