the doctors said i had depression about 6 months ago , ive had it ever since and am on a waiting list to see a counsellor , i have very low self esteem , no confidence , think im useless and everyone's better then me and more.when it started i started to feel really down and depressed wouldn't stop crying got annoyed over everyone and anything 
fell out with my parents , friends and boyfriend then i got some tablets that help you sleep and calm you down and they worked . and i have been in a relationship for a year and i love him so much and he makes me happy but ever since this whole thing ive felt funny , i know i still love him because i cry for him and don't want to be without him ,he still makes me happy hes probably the only one who does hes recently gone way and is back in a few days and ive suddenly just felt down again not as bad a before but just down .i don't like going out and i sit in my room 24/7 always with the curtains shut . can anyone help i just want things back to the way they used to be , me all happy ll the time and me feeling same about everyone and my boyfriend !? x
fell out with my parents , friends and boyfriend then i got some tablets that help you sleep and calm you down and they worked . and i have been in a relationship for a year and i love him so much and he makes me happy but ever since this whole thing ive felt funny , i know i still love him because i cry for him and don't want to be without him ,he still makes me happy hes probably the only one who does hes recently gone way and is back in a few days and ive suddenly just felt down again not as bad a before but just down .i don't like going out and i sit in my room 24/7 always with the curtains shut . can anyone help i just want things back to the way they used to be , me all happy ll the time and me feeling same about everyone and my boyfriend !? x