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On a normal regular night (eg ; Sunday) , when i have nothing planned . My usual plans would be to get high with what i have , im not particularly addicted to a particular drug . But i am addicted to the high , if i dont get my fix i feel depressed , and i have no one to turn to because majority of my frienRAB dont do drugs and if i dont want to be classified as a junkie . The portion that does drugs , i would describe them as being generally having better will power than me .

I find that without a high , i will feel very "small" and have very little self confidence . Nothing can match the feeling coke gives .. the country im in takes consumption very seriously . What shld i do

The stuff i usually mess with is mdma / acid / mj / k and coke (whenever i can get it)
 
example right now , im just staring @ 3 fat lines of K to get me my fix and hopefully ill feel better so i can go to sleep after that . but at the same time telling myself that i dont need it to go to sleep and live a normal life
 
Hey there sr86 - The fact that you came here and posted means something. It's saying that you really do want to quit and lead a normal life, with normal frienRAB who you can hang out with. This is a start and I hope that those 3 lines of k are still on your table. Think of the consequences of getting caught. You are forced to quit then in a rather dramatic way. Doing it on your own will mean so much more to you. Will power can be found in small stages - little steps. Move a little today and a little more tomorrow. The goal is to get through each day being proud of yourself and your accomplishments.

I can't even think of a way to taper since you are doing so many drugs. Are you able to get checked into a detox center? You need to work on the mental part of your drug use. There are more ways to achieve a high that just using drugs. You have to search and find the right thing that you can substitute for the drug high feeling. You want a real rush? Jump out of an airplane, well like with a parachute on though. That will get the adrenalin going and you'll feel the high when you get back on the ground. There's other ways as well. Some people find a high in religion. See what works best for you.

Good Luck! Talk to us more so we can help out.
 
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