Maximillian
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I just don't get life......today you're on top, the next day you'd be lookin up to where you've been from where you are now.
I don't think I can handle this anymore. The wait has been too long for me to handle. I was born very wealthy, in Italy, you could say we had it all. My great-grandparents include some Grandees of Spain, Italian counts/esses and other aristocrats. When I was 14(two years ago), a massive financial crash came to my own family, we had to move to the United States, and economize.
It's just been very hard for me, emotionally. In Italy, we had several real estate props, my brother and I shared one house separate from our parents, now we live in an two bedroom apartment and I share a room with my sister and my brother! Can you imagine how painful is it to see yourself go nothing? I had a personal driver in Italy, now I take the transit. However I still go to a prep school.
Upon leaving Italy, my dad made the remark that all these would be only temporary and he can fix things, but it has been two years? It seems to be getting worse for us. I EXPECTED TWO YEARS IN THE USA TO BE REALLY GOOD FOR US, MY DAD PROMISED BUT still nothing! I had to pick up several jobs,including one in a call center and modeling (which I reluctantly chose to do)....just to support some of my modest hobbies and activities.
I feel so so so low right now, I keep thinking how much fun my old friends are having back in Piedmont, how much my wealthy uncles/aunts/granparents and cousins help our family survive when we used to be the same kind of folks...
I hate being poor.
Do not call me brother.
I don't think I can handle this anymore. The wait has been too long for me to handle. I was born very wealthy, in Italy, you could say we had it all. My great-grandparents include some Grandees of Spain, Italian counts/esses and other aristocrats. When I was 14(two years ago), a massive financial crash came to my own family, we had to move to the United States, and economize.
It's just been very hard for me, emotionally. In Italy, we had several real estate props, my brother and I shared one house separate from our parents, now we live in an two bedroom apartment and I share a room with my sister and my brother! Can you imagine how painful is it to see yourself go nothing? I had a personal driver in Italy, now I take the transit. However I still go to a prep school.
Upon leaving Italy, my dad made the remark that all these would be only temporary and he can fix things, but it has been two years? It seems to be getting worse for us. I EXPECTED TWO YEARS IN THE USA TO BE REALLY GOOD FOR US, MY DAD PROMISED BUT still nothing! I had to pick up several jobs,including one in a call center and modeling (which I reluctantly chose to do)....just to support some of my modest hobbies and activities.
I feel so so so low right now, I keep thinking how much fun my old friends are having back in Piedmont, how much my wealthy uncles/aunts/granparents and cousins help our family survive when we used to be the same kind of folks...
I hate being poor.
Do not call me brother.