Death to oneself?

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Hahaha LOL :)

You are asking the same question as my psychiatrist :p
How would I do it :p

Well If I would do it should be interesting and shouldn
 
I would never do it unless in the most ultimate and inevitable situations, but i have so many ideas on how to do it and the most recent idea i had would to make a person you really really dont like,feel as though it was their fault. So i would go to my ex's house, slash wrists and arteries for the full flow blood effect and hang myself high from the street light in front of her house, about 20 minutes before she leaves for school :thumbsup: I also theorised(sp) that for an even more devastating effect, when standing on top ready to drop, slice open my stomach to allow all internal organs to roll out at the sudden abrupt halt in descent once hanged/hung. And tie a large blood-proof sign with a message like " its your fault " or " i love you " etc to your feet.
 
The only issue with that, is should you choose to gut yourself before you dropped, around that twenty minutes, you would have died already and fell, with your entrails being ripped from your body by the force of gravity that pulled them from your wound. But I like your style. Very guilt ridden on the recieving party.
 
Heh, I'm a depression surivor myself. I think what made me realize that pain is irrelevant is the basic theory behind life.

A man is on a beautiful boating trip. He is sitting on the deck of a his huge yaht with his gorgeous wife and kids when he gets a sliver while rubbing his hand against the dock rail. Instead of just ignoring it, he makes it the center of his concern. He doesn't enjoy the trip because he can't seem to get it out, and it occupies his time thinking about the pain.

Another man has a rough life. He was raised in poverty and lives from paycheck to paycheck currently. He is surrounded by violence and insecurity, but has a family that he loves very much. He wants the best for his kids, and their well-being makes him forget about everything else. He knows he could survive without them if something were to happen, but they make him very content and they're his focus in life.

Question: Who really lives the better life?

Now, while these are both extremes, there is a moral. The moral is this: life is what you make of it. Pain is not the measure of a person's worth or their mental health, the intensity of how much they dwell in their pain is. You just need to read deeper into what I'm saying next time instead of telling me "you don't know depression, you dont KNOW what it's like".
 
that's what i learned to do. i came to undertand i can never and will never be able to understand life and that while im pondering it's flying by and that is making me more depressed. i came to say a saying to myself: "fuck it". unfortunately it took me awhile to figure this out and sometimes you can only focus on the pain. i still sit and ponder sometimes and it can make me sad just pondering things of the world of life, of my life. and then i just have to say to myself fuck it and keep living. im just saying that some cant just say fuck it. they cant get by it. it took me awhile ot just say fuck it, some cant get by it and dont want to have it there at all so they end their life. let's add a third scenario there is a man who's family has died and everything around him seams to keep going wrong. he is depressed and doesn't understand why this is happening to him. he lives in constant pain and is pitied by all. he feels no one will miss him, why should he continue to live his poor existence is the question he ponders. could you blame him for ending his life?

in conlcusion
 
what is wrong with some of these people. do they have nothing better to do than think of how to kill them selves. And who they would blame it on. My suggestion to you people is to go get some serious help because we all know you need it. :thumbsup:
 
Well, it depends on your outlook on life. Some people take their acclaimations and accomplishments very seriously. Honestly, if I had no one in this world, I'd most likely die from depression. Some people just can't get out of their slumps mainly due to their feelings that they lack purpose in this world. People just need to find a purpose for living, whether it be primitive or complicated, and make that your inspiration. Mine right now is my health and my future in college as well as my relationship with God. People who have jobs should make their promotions, spouses, kids, etc their purpose. It's hard to overcome depression, but one step at a time progressively digs you out of the hole.
 
I live on the 5th floor so it would be quite simple. At least someone would have to clean up a mess :D

I think suicide is rather pointless. Everytime I get the idea of doing so I think of what I should do before I kills myself. Thinking of that usually puts me off the thought of suicide.

If I was to kill myself it would most likely be out of boredom. If you want to kill yourself because life is tough, and others are being unfair to you, beat the shit out of them. In the worst of cases you might end up dead - same ending, but the process will be much more fun :thumbsup:
 
if id be to commit suicide id walk to the bussiest street (Yonge that is) spill gasoline all over myself and smoke. So people wouldnt think i did cuz i was weak.
 
Not to knock what you're sayin', but no one went into those towers knowing they weren't gonna get to go home to their families that night. It's not suicidal because thousands of firefighters, EMS workers, and police officers do the same thing everyday. Maybe not on the same scale, but the same thing nevertheless. Suicide is the cowards way out! If those men and women knew they'd be seen as heroes when they died, they'd still rather have lived. Take my word for it.
 
I understand your opinion, but I think it's more the "Hero" perspective skewing the results. There have been countless times in history when people knew, without a doubt, they would be killed, and yet they are "Heroes" because they were dying for what is considered a good reason to die. But they still knew they were gonna die, War is filled with such stories.

Those guys who rushed the tower knew there was a damn good chance they would die, many of the survivors said as much on the news. I'm not belittling their sacrifice. They were fighting the good fight. My hats off to them. It was still suicidal to go into those towers, proved by the results.

I guess my point is it seems to be more glamorous to kill yourself in war or being "heroic" than to do yourself in because of other reasons. It's all just perpective on the same thing IMO.
 
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