Death comes in threes

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Jef C

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It's funny you mention that because not too long ago (less than a month) our family friend, Barb died of Cancer. Later, a school friend died of diabetes (she didn't know she had it) in her sleep, and more recently my friends got in a car accident this monday and one of them, Fernando died instantly.
These past months suck.
 
Thanks, guys. What's weird is, I am sad but I am not as sad as I think I should be. It's got me more thinking about death than anything. I don't really believe in an after life right now, and it's a scary thing to think about where people go after death. I can't bare to think of nothingness. Thanks for the support though.
The other day a counciler from my school called my room phone at 9 in the morning telling me that they were there on campus and checking in on me. I have no idea where the call came from, because I am not depressed and I haven't spoken about death or anything really. I asked around the dorms and no one else got the call. Weird. Maybe my mom called and told them to check up on me.
 
Well it's sunday and here I sit posting. In a few minutes I have to go shower and drive out to fucking new jersey to go to one of the wakes. Suck ass way to spend a sunday.
 
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