Just a Girl
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Hi my dear Christian friends. Could you read my history and tell me something good today?
First of all, I would like to say sorry for my English because I’m a non-native speaker of English.
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I was rejected by a man that is 30 years older than me. We were living together for 6 months, but his ex-girlfriend reappeared and he changed with me. Then he threw me out of his house because his ex said she was going there . It was a terrible moment in my life. He insulted and humiliated me. He said that if I didn’t leave his house, he would throw all my stuff on the street and he would call the police.
I lived with him in his city and I had no relatives or friends there. I didn’t make friends there because he was very jealous. So I had to go to a hotel and the next day I returned to my state.
I lost sleep and hunger for a few days. My dreams were destroyed. A man who said to me “I love you” treated me like garbage.
Well, 30 days after that day, I was better because I found in Jesus Christ a real friend (I became a Christian) and He showed me that man was not a good thing to my life and was not the God’s plan to my life. Living with him was a mistake but now I've learned my lesson. Jesus told me that He has someone better to me. I’ve forgiven that man but sometimes I still feel a bit sad because I don’t understand how a person can be so insensible and so rude. He continues being a bad/rude/insensible man. I pray for him.
Today I know that his ex-girlfriend doesn’t like him and she just was looking for him to ask him money. He gave money to her and now she treats him bad. He is suffering but is so arrogant to accept it. I just pray for him and his happiness because he is depressed and so negative. He lost many things in his life (parents, money, feelings, houses etc), but he disn’t change his attitudes and continues being a bad/lier/arrogant/gross man.
In conclusion, I don’t want him anymore but I still can’t stop thinking about him. I really don't understand his cruelty. I deleted him from my MSN and I sent an email to him saying that, but he didn't delete me from his MSN. I did that because he still wants to insulte me and to make me suffer. So we can't be friends. He is 52 years old and I am 23, but he is so immature. He needs God.
ps.: I knew him here in Y!A a few months ago. He answered a question that I ask and then we exchange MSN adress.
Well, this is my history and I’m a bit sad and tired today. Could someone tell me positive words?
XOXO
First of all, I would like to say sorry for my English because I’m a non-native speaker of English.
______________________________________…
I was rejected by a man that is 30 years older than me. We were living together for 6 months, but his ex-girlfriend reappeared and he changed with me. Then he threw me out of his house because his ex said she was going there . It was a terrible moment in my life. He insulted and humiliated me. He said that if I didn’t leave his house, he would throw all my stuff on the street and he would call the police.
I lived with him in his city and I had no relatives or friends there. I didn’t make friends there because he was very jealous. So I had to go to a hotel and the next day I returned to my state.
I lost sleep and hunger for a few days. My dreams were destroyed. A man who said to me “I love you” treated me like garbage.
Well, 30 days after that day, I was better because I found in Jesus Christ a real friend (I became a Christian) and He showed me that man was not a good thing to my life and was not the God’s plan to my life. Living with him was a mistake but now I've learned my lesson. Jesus told me that He has someone better to me. I’ve forgiven that man but sometimes I still feel a bit sad because I don’t understand how a person can be so insensible and so rude. He continues being a bad/rude/insensible man. I pray for him.
Today I know that his ex-girlfriend doesn’t like him and she just was looking for him to ask him money. He gave money to her and now she treats him bad. He is suffering but is so arrogant to accept it. I just pray for him and his happiness because he is depressed and so negative. He lost many things in his life (parents, money, feelings, houses etc), but he disn’t change his attitudes and continues being a bad/lier/arrogant/gross man.
In conclusion, I don’t want him anymore but I still can’t stop thinking about him. I really don't understand his cruelty. I deleted him from my MSN and I sent an email to him saying that, but he didn't delete me from his MSN. I did that because he still wants to insulte me and to make me suffer. So we can't be friends. He is 52 years old and I am 23, but he is so immature. He needs God.
ps.: I knew him here in Y!A a few months ago. He answered a question that I ask and then we exchange MSN adress.
Well, this is my history and I’m a bit sad and tired today. Could someone tell me positive words?
XOXO
