Day 5- Hydro WD! Anyone else?

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Hello all,
I do not usual post on discussion boarRAB, chat rooms, yadda... But, I am really needing someone to talk with who can relate. So, I apologize if I do not use proper message board etiquette??? :)
I've been using Lortab 10's for about 2 years now. Started out occasionally, once a week, to 2x week........Well, ya know the rest. Ended with about 80-100 mg per day. Also, sometimes oxycodone 40mg, too. Never really abused it, was too scared of the oxy.
Anywho, I DT starting this past Saturday. At home, with kiRAB. Yeah, they thought Mommy had the flu, BAD!
Have to get the 5 yr old ready for school now, but I am anxious to hear from anyone!

In time this too, will pass.....
 
well first off congrats , you are doing very good to have made it 5 days.cold turky?i myself am on day 6, not on my own with the help of suboxone. i am not taking it as told to use by doctors but more of a plan to help with the wRAB for the first week then nothing. feel free to read my post to understand what i am doing. stay stong you will get through this and take control of yourlife. i too have i 5 year old and she is what makes me do this....................and stick with it
^^^^^^^^^^^newlife12-12-80
 
Welcome!

I am glad you posted! I never had posted in chat rooms or any sort of boarRAB before this either so I know what it took for you to do so!

CONGRATS! Day 5! Good for you! What a journey you have already been thru! That first week is probably the worst! SounRAB like you made a very good choice though! Your story is the same as the rest of ours... So you are in good company! Keep us updated with how you are doing! We are here for you. This is a battle so stay strong!

You will be in my thoughts and prayers!
~Secrets
 
Thanks Secrets,
Another night again, CAN'T SLEEP! This is day 6, I think? Really didn't think it would be like this. I have a select few that I can talk to about it, but they still cannot relate. In their minRAB, it's RX, so It can't be "that bad". So FRUSTRATING!! But, the support that I am getting from people like you really helps. I hope you are doing okay, my prayers go out to EVERYONE right now. Just wanted to make a quick reply. Since, I'm awake now, I think I will go back and familiarize myself with your story. Thanks for reading and the reply.
~BlueBattle
 
Hey blue,

I know!!!!!! I felt the same way... I swear.. NO ONE understood what the w/d were like. NO ONE.. Except people on here!!! For me.. anyone in my life that knew I was going thru the w/d did not know I have an addiction problem with the pills.. They thought I hated taking the pills and only HAD to because of the pain.. So they did not understand I was fighting a mental struggle as well as a physical one. Yes, the pain was real but I certainly abused the system.. It's shameful really. I remeraber the sleepless nights were I kicked my legs all night long... it was so miserable.. I wanted to crawl out of my own skin. You are now on day 6... Things should start getting better any day now I would think... I am not sure how much of everything you were on so that might make a difference in how long you will feel the w/d... You are on the tail end of the w/d so you made it this far.. you can make it the rest of the way! I just know it.

It's funny you said you were going to familiarize yourself with my story.. I was going to look back at my early posts as well because I know I was in a completely different mind set way back then... It will probably erabarrass me... but I think it will be good for me to read so I can see how far I have came and how bad the drug originally had me....

I hope you hang in there... Keep posting! I am here for you.. I hope it gets better for you really soon!!!!! You are in my thoughts and prayers today!
~Secrets
 
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