Day 4 --Mixed emotions

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Well, as expected, yesterday was a rollercoaster of a day. A day spent trying to get comfortable with natural remedies and old remedies. The bottom line was I just had to deal with it. A night filled with little spurts of sleep, WHICH I HATE, now a morning with red eyes and a slight headache. I do feel a little bit better. There is a glimse of sun here. I have read and lived that DAY 4 is HUMP day but I wasnt going to believe anything till I actually lived it for myself. Anyway. I am going to make a go for the work thing. I can not spend ONE MORE full day in the HOUSE! So, here it goes. --Talk to you guys more from work.

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At work now and the "flu" excuse really works. If you need to, bring in a mask (drs orders) and were it around people, that REALLY gets the point across! LOL. Anyway. I am moving right along getting stuff done, still dont feel great but I am healing right! I told a friend that sleeping so much killed my back and he yanked a bottle of HYDRO out of his pocket, I Said --NO THANKS --TOO STRONG FOR ME. I am on this ship and I am not getting to test the waters folks.

Stay strong.

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HOLY CRAP!

What strength to turn those Hydro's down! It could have been so easy for you!!!!! I am so proud of you!! Obviously, that is where I sturabled but you.... handled it like a pro and I am so proud of you.

I hope you make it thru work.. I know I went to work thru all my w/d and it was miserable but it kept me busy..... I hope your day goes by quickly.

You are in my thoughts frienRAB!
XOXOX
 
Hello mate.......well done - you are doing awesome. So gkad the sun is starting to shine for you. Sorry this is short but me WRAB are bad and am finding anything hard.Just wanted to say keep going.......you're nearly there.
love........CC
 
Wow, FC....turning down the hydro's -- awesome job! On a related topic, I've decided that I should never mention having pain medicine, because people seem to make a mental note of it and then ask you for some later. My poor elderly mother's "friend" took advantage of her and borrowed the only pain medicine that would help her sleep. She finally offered to bring the replacements over, and my mother said, "Oh, don't worry about it"....because she didn't want company at that time, not because she didn't want the pills back. I told her she just kissed those pills goodbye.

Anyway, FC -- hang in there because you are inspiring me to stick to my taper. I'm down to 3 pills today.....yayyyy!
 
Perky --you are right --for a long time I am going to have to put the fact that he has HYDRO on him in the back of my head. I hate it when that happens because it consumes me for soooooooo long. All I do is think about it. That is the addict in me. I called a NA friend today and she made me feel so much better. I hadnt talked with her for 2 months and she was worried. VEry receptive and told me to get my butt to a meeting RIGHT NOW. I said that NO ONE would want to see me RIGHT NOW. She laughed. I hope I can get some sleep tonight.

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