My dad is this awesome person in the public, knowledgeable, impressive, inspring etc etc. I used to see up to him too with great appreciation. He is a great father. He is 61.
Anyway the point is, my room is adjacent to my dad’s nd it has become a matter of routine from a few days that I “HEAR” my father watching porn on the T.V . Ofcourse the AAHs nd OOhs are so obvious for me to figure out. Initially I was shocked as hell that a fatherly figure like my dad can watch porn. Then I came into terms with myself that its ok, maybe some men do it. I HATE IT, I TOTALLY HATE IT. I sleep in the afternoon nd I HATE imagining my dad watching porn, its hard to sleep in the pornographic screams coming frm dad’s room, when I am sleeping, I hear it, by the time I wake up, its still on ….My mother is not home in the afternoons. These AAH’s nd OOhs have become like a drum roll in my ears EEW. … Nd now I don’t know why I feel so disgusted by my father, I admit ever since I am knowing this, I don’t get impressed by him anymore ? … Nd keep in mind, we have a Muslim family nd we live in an Islamic country though my father isn’t a religious person.
Anyway the point is, my room is adjacent to my dad’s nd it has become a matter of routine from a few days that I “HEAR” my father watching porn on the T.V . Ofcourse the AAHs nd OOhs are so obvious for me to figure out. Initially I was shocked as hell that a fatherly figure like my dad can watch porn. Then I came into terms with myself that its ok, maybe some men do it. I HATE IT, I TOTALLY HATE IT. I sleep in the afternoon nd I HATE imagining my dad watching porn, its hard to sleep in the pornographic screams coming frm dad’s room, when I am sleeping, I hear it, by the time I wake up, its still on ….My mother is not home in the afternoons. These AAH’s nd OOhs have become like a drum roll in my ears EEW. … Nd now I don’t know why I feel so disgusted by my father, I admit ever since I am knowing this, I don’t get impressed by him anymore ? … Nd keep in mind, we have a Muslim family nd we live in an Islamic country though my father isn’t a religious person.