this weird feeling has happened twice, with a basketball coach and plastic surgeon- the coach treated me like his daughter and called me baby girl and treated me special but he had his own family and just had baby daughter, i didnt swoon or giggle when i talked to him i felt attached and was extremely sad when he didnt pick me for his team, i felt like i let him down. for the surgeon, again ive only talked to him for an hour or two at most, but hes very nice and comforts me and listens to me. hes a pale, small middle-aged, little man from NY, when i found out he was married and had children i was extremely jealous.
I have a father, always present. When i think of him i kind of wanna cry, like i dont feel good enough, like im constantly letting him down. like when i went into surgery, he tried to guilt me into not doing it.
its just this weird feeling when i think of my ex-coach and surgeon like a comfort and worry
I have a father, always present. When i think of him i kind of wanna cry, like i dont feel good enough, like im constantly letting him down. like when i went into surgery, he tried to guilt me into not doing it.
its just this weird feeling when i think of my ex-coach and surgeon like a comfort and worry