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Anna<3
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Basically, this is about a girl asking herself a question and two sides of her mind argueing about it.
Let Me Call Out Your Name…
Covering her ears, rocking back and forth.
Trying to block out the world.
Screaming at her mind.
"What should I do…?"
The room spins, and the colors blend together.
Trying to tease her misery.
Screaming at her senseless thoughts.
'End it.'
Glancing around, her hands search for an object.
Trying to listen to the voice.
Screaming at her stupidity.
'No. You know better than this.'
The world fades, turning to haunting memories.
Trying to mortify her.
Screaming at her strength.
'You're causing them pain.'
Reaching in the drawer, something metal and small fits in her palm.
Trying to hold her back.
Screaming at her blindness.
'They'll be hurt if they lose you.'
The past crossed her path, scarring her.
Trying to convince her.
Screaming at her headaches.
'Not as hurt as they are now.'
With a click, bullets were loaded.
Trying to calm her senses.
Screaming at her confusion.
'Everyone deserves a chance to live.'
The room spun again, twisting the memories down to a black abyss.
Trying to show her that she is alone.
Screaming at her optimistic side.
'Except you.'
The metal felt cool on the side of her head.
Trying to show her she belonged here.
Screaming at her stubborness.
'Don't…'
It all became black.
Trying and succeeding.
Screaming a whisper.
'Pull the trigger.'
Let Me Call Out Your Name…
Covering her ears, rocking back and forth.
Trying to block out the world.
Screaming at her mind.
"What should I do…?"
The room spins, and the colors blend together.
Trying to tease her misery.
Screaming at her senseless thoughts.
'End it.'
Glancing around, her hands search for an object.
Trying to listen to the voice.
Screaming at her stupidity.
'No. You know better than this.'
The world fades, turning to haunting memories.
Trying to mortify her.
Screaming at her strength.
'You're causing them pain.'
Reaching in the drawer, something metal and small fits in her palm.
Trying to hold her back.
Screaming at her blindness.
'They'll be hurt if they lose you.'
The past crossed her path, scarring her.
Trying to convince her.
Screaming at her headaches.
'Not as hurt as they are now.'
With a click, bullets were loaded.
Trying to calm her senses.
Screaming at her confusion.
'Everyone deserves a chance to live.'
The room spun again, twisting the memories down to a black abyss.
Trying to show her that she is alone.
Screaming at her optimistic side.
'Except you.'
The metal felt cool on the side of her head.
Trying to show her she belonged here.
Screaming at her stubborness.
'Don't…'
It all became black.
Trying and succeeding.
Screaming a whisper.
'Pull the trigger.'