I take xanax before I go to work because otherwise I would have psychotic episode and/or panic attacks. I am diagnosed psychotic depression. However since I take these pills before work, while im there I get tired easy and work a bit slower. I work at a dairy queen but its very very fast paced and always busy. It will be one week working there on Monday but I still can't keep up to how busy it is. My managers say I'm doing very good but I feel like im slacking. I want to tell them part of the reason why I can't go so fast is because of my medication but I feel if I do that they will fire me for saying I can't perform my duties.
Also this is the only job i've kept for more than a day other than working with my family. However I'm having to take twice as much xanax as I am prescribed just to keep myself from going over the edge and cursing everyone out or just not showing up anymore. I'm trying as hard as i can but its so hard to keep up, I am doing my best but my best is not good enough. If i stop taking the medicine that makes me work a little slower, than I will probably end up having panic attacks even mor and then stop showing up for good.
Also this is the only job i've kept for more than a day other than working with my family. However I'm having to take twice as much xanax as I am prescribed just to keep myself from going over the edge and cursing everyone out or just not showing up anymore. I'm trying as hard as i can but its so hard to keep up, I am doing my best but my best is not good enough. If i stop taking the medicine that makes me work a little slower, than I will probably end up having panic attacks even mor and then stop showing up for good.