Confusion, hurt, and strong desire?

Alessa

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I am attracted to women, I know that much. So actually, scratch the confusion part out. I have a crush on my voice coach, and honestly, it sucks. I love her. It's just she already has a girlfriend and I'm terrified of her rejecting me. Plus, I feel like my heart will explode any moment now. I'm new to the whole relationship thing in general. I haven't even been kissed before. But I constantly wonder what it would feel like to kiss a girl (I believe I identify myself as bisexual, though I am MUCH more attracted to women then men). My mind spins in so many directions and I feel like my heart will fly away when I wonder what it would be like to kiss her. And lessons are really awkward for me. I don't know what to do at all.
 
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