People tell me im a girl trapped in a guy's body, i never thought that was true till about now. Ive always been attracted to girls, especially those who are tall and have masculine traits.I hang out with guys all the time and do what they do(though i dont play sports) and im shy to talk with girls.i have a feminine body, and a girly face, and when i get a haircut i feel so ugly and i have absolutly no self esteem. i dress regularly, i dont like shopping, and im not so obsessive about my appearannce. I get turned on when the girl acts like the father figure and want one who can hold me. I feel like i attract gay dominant guys, which makes me feel uncomfertable. I secretly love the idea of being treated in bed like the girl, but at the same time i find it offensive when someone calls me one cause it makes me feel inferior and sissy like. I like the idea of being percieved as a "man", but at the same time i hate my masculine features. I hate myself because i dont feel masculine enough to be a guy, and not feminine enough to be a girl, and so i feel like im no ones type. Help? What am i?