VanillaEssence
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I have always been bi-curious never dated a girl just been slightly intimate with girls and enjoyed it, but only ever dated and felt serious about guys, anyway, I have met a new girl at college, ( we are both 18 by the way 
) and I really think I have feelings for her I can't stop thinking about her and everytime I do I get butterflys, she asked me to marry her on facebook and arranged to see me next weekend when my parents go away and she is coming to mine and we are watching the whole series of The Vampire Diaries and True Blood and just having a girly day I suppose, she is also bi-sexual, but I don't know what to do I don't know how I can tell if she likes me, I think she does... also, most of my family especially my mum and grandma think being lesbian/bi-sexual is wrong and they have actually told me they would be deeply disappointed if I turned out that way, however, my grandma was worse she said if she ever had a daughter who was a lesbian she would isolate her from her friends or even move away to prevent the 'influencing friends' from influencing her and she said bi-sexuals were even worse, she said if someone is lesbian or bi they are wrong, slags and sick which deeply offended me... I'm so confused...
It's not really a relief of sexual tension, when i was like 16 it kind of was but now I do feel for her I don't need nor want anything physical, I'm begining to wonder if I am questioning my sexuality just because my family have coerced me all my life to think otherwise...maybe...
) and I really think I have feelings for her I can't stop thinking about her and everytime I do I get butterflys, she asked me to marry her on facebook and arranged to see me next weekend when my parents go away and she is coming to mine and we are watching the whole series of The Vampire Diaries and True Blood and just having a girly day I suppose, she is also bi-sexual, but I don't know what to do I don't know how I can tell if she likes me, I think she does... also, most of my family especially my mum and grandma think being lesbian/bi-sexual is wrong and they have actually told me they would be deeply disappointed if I turned out that way, however, my grandma was worse she said if she ever had a daughter who was a lesbian she would isolate her from her friends or even move away to prevent the 'influencing friends' from influencing her and she said bi-sexuals were even worse, she said if someone is lesbian or bi they are wrong, slags and sick which deeply offended me... I'm so confused...It's not really a relief of sexual tension, when i was like 16 it kind of was but now I do feel for her I don't need nor want anything physical, I'm begining to wonder if I am questioning my sexuality just because my family have coerced me all my life to think otherwise...maybe...