Confused about my sexuality and angry at my friend for giving me this crisis.?

Logan

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Hi im a hs senior male and in my sophomore yeae i gave my friend a ******* and he's pretending as if he didn't know about it.?
We had a sleepover because we had some project to work on together. BTW, we're both males. We used to give each other handjobs when we were little and I decided to give him a small handjob while he was sleeping. Nothing really happened that time because I touched it for like 10 seconds. But next week, he called me and asked if I wanted another sleepover at his place, so I said sure. And he began pretending as if he was asleep and forcefully made me suck his penis. The same thing happend few more times and later, he's like "I felt that you were sucking my cock. are you gay? don't rape me. I'm not having a sleepover with you anymore". CAn you believe this? He made me touch and suck his penis like 4 times. And it was very obvious that he was awake the whole time because whenever I tried to put my penis into his *** or mouth, he would avoid and try to turn. And as a guy, I know that it's impossible to still be asleep while someone's taking off your clothes and sucking penis. What should I do to him? I want to turn him gay and make him feel attracted to me. I wanna take revenge against him and make him want my dick. Is there a way? He's acting so innocent that it makes me really mad.

Also, he was the one who actually started touching my penis when we were little.

Well, I feel like he's gay too. He always asked me if we could give each other a HJ when we were back in middle school. Also, even the events that happened recently, he was the first to ask for a sleepover. But why didn't he give me a hj or bj? I feel like this is so unfair and he's just blaming me just because he feels ashamed and confused about himself.

FYI, we're both straight males...at least I am. I just wanted him to suck me off back but didn't happen.

Anyways, after sucking him off a few times, I'm really confused. I want to do it more and feel horny in front of him now..fml
 
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