Confessing sin of weird/confussing abortion event, why did this happen?

So this is embrassing and hard to tell, and will sound crazy. Years ago, when I was on birth control after having sex, my ex thought he didnt pull out in time but we didnt really worry because i was on birth control. We were watching tv after, and then i started feeling like hot tears were streaming down my face, and i went in look in the mirror and my whole face looked like i was bawling my eyes out, and tears were streaming down hot, if you seen my face you would have thought someone i love died, but i was not sad - and i was not causing the tears (freaky), and i heard inside my head a baby cry.

Over the next 2 weeks, i was feeling sick in the morning and the bottom part of my stomach was sticking out, and felt hard like it never had before - i knew for sure i was pregnant. I was terrified of going along any further cuz i was too scared of anyone noticing, and too young. When i was looking in the mirror in the washroom i got really scared looking at it again and started punching my stomach.. (not very hard at all, it didnt really hurt) and then i heard that cry in my head again.. and then it started looking like red patches of blood on my stomach on the inside.. then when i touched my stomach on those spots, the blood came onto my finger, even though it was inside of me, and when i looked back at my stomach the red spots had disappeared as quickly as they appeared, and i started having mischarrge.

Has anything like this happened to anyone, can anyone explain what was going on with the hot treaming tears that were not mine, and the baby crying in my head, and the red stomach spots.
 
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