...confusion March, April Showers, May? Played some mind games. Stopped. Then he got too scared. He blocked me on fb. I found out and msged him that he was ''too immature but that I really did like him, mind games aside". He stared at me and smiled all through our final that coming week but I was pissed and would not look at him.
3 weeks later.
I bumped into him at Relay, a lot. He kept coming by my tent area. The last time though he came with the type of g irl he knew would bother me (may have just been friend or coincident). He looked scared and hesitant then and wouldn't keep his eyes off (before one of us would take our eyes off and I would consistently roll my eyes...I did that when the girl came too but the first 2 seconds, I couldn't help a normal girl in love rxn and he knows I wasn't jealous --bc I don't get jealous--but was angry that he'd try to make me jealous). Saw him the next week. He had the option to go another way but decides to walk past me and stares the whole time, while I, a damn wimp, hide my face behind my papers and act like I was engrossed in it.
This is childish and immature and he's being more mature than me now. I actually went out of the room he was in when I realized he was there and its hilarious that I STILL bumped into him. I want him in my life as a friend, not more. The way he looked at me while he was with that girl made me now realize that he really cares. Neither of us is ready for real relationships and he needs to flirt while I need to be less picky. I sense that he wants me as a friend and I want that too. He won't approach me first though he will walk by my area (Relay, hallway whatever) when we do meet. Do I just ignore that he blocked me and ask how he's been. What's the right way to do it that doesn't forsake pride in self? I think a month-long anger at his action is enough...
3 weeks later.
I bumped into him at Relay, a lot. He kept coming by my tent area. The last time though he came with the type of g irl he knew would bother me (may have just been friend or coincident). He looked scared and hesitant then and wouldn't keep his eyes off (before one of us would take our eyes off and I would consistently roll my eyes...I did that when the girl came too but the first 2 seconds, I couldn't help a normal girl in love rxn and he knows I wasn't jealous --bc I don't get jealous--but was angry that he'd try to make me jealous). Saw him the next week. He had the option to go another way but decides to walk past me and stares the whole time, while I, a damn wimp, hide my face behind my papers and act like I was engrossed in it.
This is childish and immature and he's being more mature than me now. I actually went out of the room he was in when I realized he was there and its hilarious that I STILL bumped into him. I want him in my life as a friend, not more. The way he looked at me while he was with that girl made me now realize that he really cares. Neither of us is ready for real relationships and he needs to flirt while I need to be less picky. I sense that he wants me as a friend and I want that too. He won't approach me first though he will walk by my area (Relay, hallway whatever) when we do meet. Do I just ignore that he blocked me and ask how he's been. What's the right way to do it that doesn't forsake pride in self? I think a month-long anger at his action is enough...