I Just remember my mum pushing me down the stairs and kicking and punching me and swearing at me when i was about 5 because i used a little bit (just a squirt) of her perfume and to make it worse my to best friends were in the kitchen eating dinner, it was a old one that she never used and 10 years on she still has half a bottle. shes always been aggressive and swore at me say , im a c*nt, a dirty f*ucking sh*t. how can i get over this? more and more memory's are flooding back as i type this. whats wrong with me?