Okay, so I kind of have this secret, hopefully short-lived "crush" on one of my boyfriend's friends. He's a Capricorn Sun / Sagittarius Moon / Venus in Aquarius / Mars in Sagittarius.
I don't know what it is, but I get really nervous when he comes over to the apartments. I can maintain natural confidence around attractive people, but he seems to be the peculiar exception, however.
(And no, I'm not going to attempt to act upon this infatuation. I'm just going to admire from afar. There's no harm in admiration, if it's conducted without the knowledge of others.)
Most of my boyfriend's friends are Aries or Geminis, and what socialization is exchanged is usually forced or uninteresting, small talk.
The Capricorn is the only one that carries on decent conversations with me. Not to mention, he also makes sure to bid me adieu, whenever he leaves. I like that consideration in a person.
I always make myself look like an idiot to him, though.
For instance, last night, he was standing really close to me, and I ran into a lamp. Does that ever actually happen to people, in real life? No. No, it doesn't.
Then he asked me, "why are you so nervous?"
It makes me wonder if it's obvious to him. I don't suspect that he's as much of an analytical person as I am, though, to solve my hidden affection. Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong.
To add on to the embarrassment, of what I refer to as the worst night of my life-- he walks out of my boyfriend's room, carrying my whip.
He said, "you kinky, little girl..."
My face probably turned as red as a tomato. I wasn't sure how to respond, he caught me so off guard.
Though It was greatly delayed, I finally uttered, "that's not mine!"
He just laughed.
I'm afraid he'll think I'm weird now. I rarely talk to anyone, I get so shy when he's around, and now he thinks I'm sadomasochistic.
I don't know what it is, but I get really nervous when he comes over to the apartments. I can maintain natural confidence around attractive people, but he seems to be the peculiar exception, however.
(And no, I'm not going to attempt to act upon this infatuation. I'm just going to admire from afar. There's no harm in admiration, if it's conducted without the knowledge of others.)
Most of my boyfriend's friends are Aries or Geminis, and what socialization is exchanged is usually forced or uninteresting, small talk.
The Capricorn is the only one that carries on decent conversations with me. Not to mention, he also makes sure to bid me adieu, whenever he leaves. I like that consideration in a person.
I always make myself look like an idiot to him, though.
For instance, last night, he was standing really close to me, and I ran into a lamp. Does that ever actually happen to people, in real life? No. No, it doesn't.
Then he asked me, "why are you so nervous?"
It makes me wonder if it's obvious to him. I don't suspect that he's as much of an analytical person as I am, though, to solve my hidden affection. Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong.
To add on to the embarrassment, of what I refer to as the worst night of my life-- he walks out of my boyfriend's room, carrying my whip.
He said, "you kinky, little girl..."
My face probably turned as red as a tomato. I wasn't sure how to respond, he caught me so off guard.
Though It was greatly delayed, I finally uttered, "that's not mine!"
He just laughed.
I'm afraid he'll think I'm weird now. I rarely talk to anyone, I get so shy when he's around, and now he thinks I'm sadomasochistic.