Bella Bilgar
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This is not the way my life was supposed to be
Pain and agony
Is not what was meant for me
I think I stepped into someone else's destiny
Because shit like this couldn't happen to me
But it did
It was like I jumped out of my skin
And watch myself live
I was heading for self destruction
In a world of lies and addiction seduction
Watching my world fall apart
Ties with my family coming undone
Hands tied behind my back
Going downhill was the only path
Holding secrets that killed me inside
Because deep down in my mind
I knew it wouldn't last
And slowly I started dieing
Nobody there but mefuckingn crying
Nightmares turning into reality
The man I loved turning a blind eye
How the fuck did he sleep at night?
How could he walk into the light
Without burning from inside?
This couldn't have been my destiny
My life couldn't be a tragedy...
So one day I got up from the shit pit I was in
Washed off all the baggage and meaningless memories
And took control of my destiny.
Now I sit here writing this
Stronger than ever.
I know why I had to go through this
I know the reason behind all my pain
Misery loves company
And people will drain you of all you've got
And when they're done
They go back to the same hell
They came from.
I let people know What I've gone through
Because I want too
And if you judge me, then fuck you!
I never thought I would get over this
It took everything from me
Felt like I was being skinned to death
Now I sit here amazed at how strong I am
Holding my head high everyday
No more pain, agony and disgust
I can now smile for the first time in a long time
I'm STRONGER than steel,
Like a diamond I get stronger under pressure
I had to rip out my eyes so I can stay alive
Because the shit I was seeing was killing me inside.
I got pushed to my limit from all directions,
But like I said
Diamonds are made under pressure.
THANK YOU!
Pain and agony
Is not what was meant for me
I think I stepped into someone else's destiny
Because shit like this couldn't happen to me
But it did
It was like I jumped out of my skin
And watch myself live
I was heading for self destruction
In a world of lies and addiction seduction
Watching my world fall apart
Ties with my family coming undone
Hands tied behind my back
Going downhill was the only path
Holding secrets that killed me inside
Because deep down in my mind
I knew it wouldn't last
And slowly I started dieing
Nobody there but mefuckingn crying
Nightmares turning into reality
The man I loved turning a blind eye
How the fuck did he sleep at night?
How could he walk into the light
Without burning from inside?
This couldn't have been my destiny
My life couldn't be a tragedy...
So one day I got up from the shit pit I was in
Washed off all the baggage and meaningless memories
And took control of my destiny.
Now I sit here writing this
Stronger than ever.
I know why I had to go through this
I know the reason behind all my pain
Misery loves company
And people will drain you of all you've got
And when they're done
They go back to the same hell
They came from.
I let people know What I've gone through
Because I want too
And if you judge me, then fuck you!
I never thought I would get over this
It took everything from me
Felt like I was being skinned to death
Now I sit here amazed at how strong I am
Holding my head high everyday
No more pain, agony and disgust
I can now smile for the first time in a long time
I'm STRONGER than steel,
Like a diamond I get stronger under pressure
I had to rip out my eyes so I can stay alive
Because the shit I was seeing was killing me inside.
I got pushed to my limit from all directions,
But like I said
Diamonds are made under pressure.
THANK YOU!