Can you please help me without judging me?

xiceex

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Ok. Well,... I don't know how to say this without feeling stupid but here I go...
I've been considering suicide for a while
The sad thing is... I have the stupidest reasons.
I just feel like I am a complete failure to my family and to everyone I know.
My mom constantly reminds me of how I am not trying in school and one of my teachers insulted my parents as well as me in front of our faces.
That didn't really bother me , but I always seem to try so hard and put lots of effort into something only to have it crushed.
In my gym class, this girl called me an "ugly fat'ss" in front of the whole entire class.
Whenever I tell my friends I hate me looks they tell me to stop being a whiny little b'tch and get over it
I know... Everyone is probably going to say "OMG. You sound so annoying and you have the stupidest "excuses" ever'
I don't care ok? I have literally no real friends and I am sinking into despair.
Whenever I want to make friends or be outgoing I freeze and end up stayin quiet.
Please. Give me some helpful advice not criticizing judgement
 
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