i would say ive been on the microygnon 30 for 10 months now.. it is very effective as contraception.. as my boyfriend always finishes inside me and i have not got pregnant
but i always feel depressed lately, like im always thinking something negative is going to happen, like he'll cheat on me, and ive become so insecure.. i love my boyfriend so so much, im terrified of losing him, and i trust him, i was not like this at the start of our relationship (when i wasnt on the pill) and now i find myself getting worked up over tiny things, and i always seem to be moody with him and i think its starting to really wind him up, but when im away from him i miss him so much.. we've been together nearly 14 months
i am due back to the clinic soon, should i tell them? im definately suffering with anxiety, cos im always worrying and thinking negative and feeling low
ive just recently had a pill free week and came back on it today, and my mood swings instantly returned, so i told my boyfriend im worried the pill is making me feel this way and i told him "im worried im pushing you away, and ruining our relationship cos of my mood" and he said "youre not pushing me away or ruining our relationship" and i told him i was most worried, cos ive got this anxiety constantly, that i was worried i'll evnetually drive him to cheat on me and he said "thats never gonna happen, i love you more than anything" he said he wouldnt be able to use condoms (his thing is quite wide so its hard to find condoms that fit, and tbh i dont like them and nor does he) i told him i was thinking of the implant but he's not keen on the idea. i said i'd stay on the pill if he can cope with me being moody sometimes and he said he could... should i still tell the clinic how i think the pills are effecting me? xx
but i always feel depressed lately, like im always thinking something negative is going to happen, like he'll cheat on me, and ive become so insecure.. i love my boyfriend so so much, im terrified of losing him, and i trust him, i was not like this at the start of our relationship (when i wasnt on the pill) and now i find myself getting worked up over tiny things, and i always seem to be moody with him and i think its starting to really wind him up, but when im away from him i miss him so much.. we've been together nearly 14 months
i am due back to the clinic soon, should i tell them? im definately suffering with anxiety, cos im always worrying and thinking negative and feeling low
ive just recently had a pill free week and came back on it today, and my mood swings instantly returned, so i told my boyfriend im worried the pill is making me feel this way and i told him "im worried im pushing you away, and ruining our relationship cos of my mood" and he said "youre not pushing me away or ruining our relationship" and i told him i was most worried, cos ive got this anxiety constantly, that i was worried i'll evnetually drive him to cheat on me and he said "thats never gonna happen, i love you more than anything" he said he wouldnt be able to use condoms (his thing is quite wide so its hard to find condoms that fit, and tbh i dont like them and nor does he) i told him i was thinking of the implant but he's not keen on the idea. i said i'd stay on the pill if he can cope with me being moody sometimes and he said he could... should i still tell the clinic how i think the pills are effecting me? xx