Blisko Bam
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the whole world is caving in on me
my every thought seems to be rushed by the next one behind or in front of it. i cant help but be all i can be by doing small things because im in a small town. i cant be big because lets face it im in a whirlpool of small. even if i dont get any answers to this ...venting...it wont matter ive got to get this off my back. i feel like im not fit to be good enough i feel as though im failing but then its being masked by all these colorful blissful thoughts i have. im scared that if i go to sleep i may die how? im not sure but im scared i jis .. i want to escape? jis go you know take a trip any trip as long as its good. god why do i feel so alone. i do my best to meet new people. shit someone...please?
my every thought seems to be rushed by the next one behind or in front of it. i cant help but be all i can be by doing small things because im in a small town. i cant be big because lets face it im in a whirlpool of small. even if i dont get any answers to this ...venting...it wont matter ive got to get this off my back. i feel like im not fit to be good enough i feel as though im failing but then its being masked by all these colorful blissful thoughts i have. im scared that if i go to sleep i may die how? im not sure but im scared i jis .. i want to escape? jis go you know take a trip any trip as long as its good. god why do i feel so alone. i do my best to meet new people. shit someone...please?