Can I tell why I'm like a gay man, essentially hetero; a vicious fearless...

Desta Bierbauer

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...fighter, with a peculiarity in that? I'm a female phile but have some gay traits I'm attracted to some men all men are-- an, know the proper teachings surrounding this. I can kill most any man in a fist fight unless he's crazy huge or highly trained and in a serious way. But when I fight I don't get angry with my enemy emotionally like others maybe kinda like I'm gay in a way. Also my history proves that I'm fearless about tangible danger but a sucker for intangible phobias with ocd or what. Also I have (or had) a very poorly developed fight or flight reflex but through experience now am honed in this artificially-- it's not emotional at all but intellectual. They say gay man navigate territory with landmarks like women and not spatially like normal men; it's been hard for me to make a self diagnosis in this case but I think I'm more like a "normal" male in this case; obviously all use both techniques. I wouldn't be afraid to fight Bruce Lee that's the premise of my psychology and he'd crush me good and quick and that but I'm pretty sure he'd have to exert himself some I have tricks too. Part of my technique which has rarely been openly tested comes from watching Lee's and others moves in films not official training but exposure to the general premise of the art; so I'd say my style would have to be hackney Kung Fu: Chinese influence.

Desta
 
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