I am 18, and do not really want to get married, ever. But, I feel like I need to because I want to become a politician someday and politicians are usually married. I want to become a politician because I want to serve this country and to make a name for myself. I am sexually attracted to girls, but I feel as if I don't really deserve to have sex, even though I really want to have sex some time. I am disgusted at how open sexuality has become in popular culture and think that the United States needs to return to a state of 1940's or 1950's morality if we are to be great once again. Our openness about sexuality is in fact why Islamic terrorists decided to start to wage war against America in the early 1990's. I have some contempt for women because I believe they are only attracted to men if they have money like I do; it's not like one of those crappy romance stories in reality. I have had several girls tell me I am attractive before, including one of my female friends, who admitted to me that she wanted to have sex with me, but was afraid to tell me. Also, if I had a choice between money or getting married, I would choose the money, even though I am already pretty wealthy. I talk to a select few girls, but don not like girls in general, nor do I like many guys out there. I have contempt for humanity in general.
I think I am sexually repressed, but I don't know if I want to change that. My problem is that I don't want to have a girl I am having sex with to laugh at me for some odd reason
I think I am sexually repressed, but I don't know if I want to change that. My problem is that I don't want to have a girl I am having sex with to laugh at me for some odd reason