i've just been like...seriously sad these past couple of weeks.i've been crying every day, i'm crying as i'm typing this......it just feels like nothing is working out for me...i had so many things i wanted to accomplish this summer and i barely did any of them because i was traveling...and yeah, it was fun, but all i kept thinking about was how much i missed home...and now i'm back, and everything i need to do just seems to be thrown in my face last minute. i still don't have my license, and i'm going to be a junior....i'm not taking my test until a week after school starts, but maybe later now because, being so upset about everything, i forgot to get my stupid affidavit notarized at the damn bank, which is gonna be closed by the time my mom gets home from work, and i forgot to ask my sister if she could drive me......and now my mom is just gonna be pissed..... and like, my sister's boyfriend also died a few weeks ago, and i didn't get to spend a lot of time with him or get to know him, but my sister was ready to marry this guy.........anyway....so yeah, i didn't get to say goodbye or anything and i'm really upset about that......and i;m stressed about school and seeing people again, because i'm like, awkward around...really anyone...even people i've known for a year.....i don't have a lot of friends, and like....i'm just scared about not having anyone to hang with this year, and if certain people i've really missed are gonna be in my classes or even remember me.....i just feel like i don't have any control of like.....anything happening right now..and i just feel really really sad....can anyone try to cheer me up...please? 