So there's this upcoming party of a certain group in which I belong. I won't be able to come but that's nothing. I'm just kinda worried cuz, in that group one of them is somewhat close to me, and he's the only one who I tell most things to, I talk to him usually when there's nothing to do, etc. Let's just say he's like a bestfriend figure. He's going to that event I'm sure, it's overnight for one day, drinking, swimming, and everything. But I'm mostly concerned about the drinking..he doesn't drink much, 'once in a blue moon' he told me. I'm very sure though that he's going to drink there because of peer pressure to an extent, and he haven't had liquor for some time now (and I'm really hoping he doesn't), and for some reason I feel down whenever I know he's drinking. Well it's kinda hard to explain but I hope you get what I am on to now.. I don't drink btw.
Another thing that I'm anxious about is, I told you, it's going to be overnight for one day, so there's a big possibility that he won't be able to talk to me (text, chat, call) cuz he'll be having fun, especially that liquor's involved. So, I might get lonely for the day which would just add up to the negativity. And I don't have classes that day so I won't be able to focus on other things which usually leads me to thinking about things..
I just wanna get through that day without any worry, fuss, and other sh!tty emotions because of it.
Another thing that I'm anxious about is, I told you, it's going to be overnight for one day, so there's a big possibility that he won't be able to talk to me (text, chat, call) cuz he'll be having fun, especially that liquor's involved. So, I might get lonely for the day which would just add up to the negativity. And I don't have classes that day so I won't be able to focus on other things which usually leads me to thinking about things..
I just wanna get through that day without any worry, fuss, and other sh!tty emotions because of it.