Can a girl use a guy for her own sexual desire?

its just me

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I've been dating this girl, she is the total pack, she is Black/Indian and is the funniest girl you'll ever meet, like seriously she has the cutest laugh and dumbest jokes that only she thinks is funny but ends up making me laugh too, she has great conversation, she LOOKS AMAZING, she is a VIRGIN (never had intercourse), she is a junior in our college but she is only 18, she graduated from high school her junior year when she was 15. She had a 4.0 and maintains that and was accepted to Stanford University but came down here to Atlanta to go to Georgia State instead. She is honestly my ideal girlfriend and we haven't been dating for that long (3 months) but I'm already thinking I want to marry her., I was thinking there is not too many of her type around. Well the first night I saw her it was at a house party and I worked up the courage to talk to her, she was really nice and I don't know how but we ended upstairs in one of the rooms and she asked me to giver her oral sex, I kinda just did without thinking and when did she came twice and just got up and left without saying a word to me. Then a few weeks later I saw her and she acted like nothing happened cos she was with her girlfriends, I pulled her to the side and talked to her and she was nice and polite and asked me out for coffee the next day. That's sorta the beginning of us dating. Well last night we were talking and she just seemed agitated and bored and interrupted our convo and just came out and said 'Are you going to give me head or what baby' but she said kinda sweet & weird like so I did it AGAIN and afterward we fell asleep together but I woke up to nothing this morning. She left and the guys in my dorm say she left around 11:05 and I remember going to sleep at 11 o'clock. So I was taking with the guys in my hall in this dude named Brandon was talking about some girl he loves now so we all stopped to listen cos he was the biggest player in the whole sorority, and I would've swore he described my girl to a tee, he even said he a*e her out and didn't get head back which is so unlike him so I was hella depressed today. She has said she LOVED me but the only time she seems interested is when I give her head, like now I'm texting her and I asked her why she left and she only replied 'sorry babe family emer. ima make it tew yhur place when get da nxt chance i promise ;)'m she is only 18 btw and studying to get her master's degree in psychology, I think she only sees me as a piece of meat, its not funny cos I know most guys will be like woohoo but I ACTUALLY like this girl!
 
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