Beauty Therapist ♥
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Well, I went to my friends Friday and we got really high so I stayed over , then saturdy morning I went home and my bf called me and asked me to come over - I said I was high and so I don't really wanna have sex - just cos I get too chilled out and I don't do anything , Lol. So I went over - I decided I wanted more weed, had some more - we had sex, I suppose cos we were both high it wasn't as good As usual - he couldn't keep it up and I was just in chill mode - so, he said he has work, Aka dj-ing at a club So I got my stuff, usually when I leave the house he Walks me home and we kiss, he says bye
When I left, no kiss, no hug, No nothing He just walked off with his cousin
: So I walked 1 direction and he walked 1 direction,Then I walked his direction cos I had to go shop So I passed him, he didn't do anything - just said "ok bye!" Didn't even look at me ! What the hell !
Don't you think that's out of order Do you know how humiliated I was ! He told me he had to go shop, he didn't go - he touched a building and walked back
He said he had work - he didn't go work He stayed in on msn
How is that ment to make me feel !
I've never felt so embarrased !
And I know he told his cousin cos they tell each other everything
Omg ! The betrayal !
Makes me feel Like ****
And when I'm at work he usually texts me, today no text,
He usually meets me at the train station,
He didn't meet me,
He usually talks to me on msn, no chat! - not even a hi,
Usually texts me to say goodnight around bedtime - no text !
What the hell - so what he only likes me when sex is great,
Don't you Know !!! How Embarrassing That Is, To Feel Like - I Was The Problem !
I Know His Not Only In The Relationship for sex, Cos we always hang out - and dont always have sex - I Even stay over and we dont have sex cos he always says to me "he doesnt want the relationship to be just about sex".
And i know he could be embarrased, but why is he just silent with me...like what do i say? Cos right now i feel like i cant even look at him...
When I left, no kiss, no hug, No nothing He just walked off with his cousin
: So I walked 1 direction and he walked 1 direction,Then I walked his direction cos I had to go shop So I passed him, he didn't do anything - just said "ok bye!" Didn't even look at me ! What the hell !
Don't you think that's out of order Do you know how humiliated I was ! He told me he had to go shop, he didn't go - he touched a building and walked back
He said he had work - he didn't go work He stayed in on msn
How is that ment to make me feel !
I've never felt so embarrased !
And I know he told his cousin cos they tell each other everything
Omg ! The betrayal !
Makes me feel Like ****
And when I'm at work he usually texts me, today no text,
He usually meets me at the train station,
He didn't meet me,
He usually talks to me on msn, no chat! - not even a hi,
Usually texts me to say goodnight around bedtime - no text !
What the hell - so what he only likes me when sex is great,
Don't you Know !!! How Embarrassing That Is, To Feel Like - I Was The Problem !
I Know His Not Only In The Relationship for sex, Cos we always hang out - and dont always have sex - I Even stay over and we dont have sex cos he always says to me "he doesnt want the relationship to be just about sex".
And i know he could be embarrased, but why is he just silent with me...like what do i say? Cos right now i feel like i cant even look at him...