Books & Authors: Why do I feel like leaving?

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I just want out of this country. Espesially this state. I'm always kicked back down. I'm already dead what's the use of hurting something won't scream. I just started high school I have a few friends ones a little clingy I just want them to get me through the day because the ones I let into my life always hurt me. Most days I want to go to sleep and never wake up. I pray for it even. I was kicked down again today I just want to stay home tommorow. I can't reinvent myself because to many people know me and pre-judge me. I think about dying and see how many come to the funeral because those are the ones who care. What should I do?
 
Honey you need to get yourself some help I felt the same as you when I was younger forever thinking about death & who would come to my funeral to be honest I don't think anyone would have noticed that I was gone but I grew strong enough to see a psychologist & she really helped I'm now 34 have a wonderful daughter I still hav'nt had a meaning full relationship but I guess that is just how it is for me, you have to except yourself for who you are I don't have many friends but I have my sanity, I still get therapy every now & then when times are tough & weirdly enough my therapist suggest running & it does work for the short term, when you suffer from depression it stays with you for life it won't ever go away but you need to be taught how to deal with it in an effective & safe manner to enable you to fight your demons I wish you all the luck in the world God bless you x
 
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