bipolar/anxiety, Can't do school, Can't see myself working, should I be on...

C-roy

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...social security? I'm 17. I failed school this year. psychiatrist and psycologist wrote me notes and the school still passed me into the 11th grade. The only problem is I don't see myself passing the 11th grade either. nor the 12th grade. I don't see a future here anymore.

I had plans on graduating, and going to a trade school for carpentry which I was really looking forward too as it is something I'd want to do because I like that kinda stuff, but now I am so fucked up and am harming myself and I can't see myself doing work. I am so irritable that I can't even be nice around my parents sometimes. I feel like a very bad son too. and it makes me start to cry thinking about how I am, and the effect that I have on certain people.

I'm really going to try hard this upcoming year in school, but if it doesn't work out then it doesn't work out and I dont know what I'll do with my life. what is social security all about. I used to think i would never be on something like it, and i thought i could succeed, but I'm having feelings of doubt.

other than working I have a life to look forward too. but idk with school and everything i feel like im in a very bad situation here.
 
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