happyORANGEbunny
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So lately I've been wondering if I could be possibly be a strange person or perhaps some kind of freak?! I believe I lack both personality and passion. Anyway, I've watched a lot of my friends go out on wkds and stuff, and they will party and have a blast, yet I don't really get very envious or jealous, nor do I find myself really trying to tag along. I do have goals btw, but I'm not a terribly motivated person overall. I'm also kind of out of school at the moment, and it's been well over a yr since i've had a stable job. Do you guys think I'm sort of strange?!?!?! Like how can I develop more passion and zest for life....or do I really just need a hard swift kick in the ass or something?
I should probably also mention that I used to kind of drink and smoke quite a bit during school, oftentimes even when I was alone, there was also a brief coke problem at one point.....and although I've kicked my smoking habit, I still find myself to be kind of amotivated.
I should probably also mention that I used to kind of drink and smoke quite a bit during school, oftentimes even when I was alone, there was also a brief coke problem at one point.....and although I've kicked my smoking habit, I still find myself to be kind of amotivated.