bf is at church camp and idk what to do im misserable?

Emily

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My boyfriend is gone on this mission trip thing with his church group... he will be gone for almost 9 days, and since its a church thing no cell phones are allowed... he got his phone taken away a day before tho because, we r both not allowed to txt anyone after 9 bc our parents think its addicting and un healthy so he was txting me at midnight one night, adn his mom caught him a day before the trip and took it away.. he might get it back when he gets home, he might not, i will be out of town till the 6th or so of august so its not like i can go over to his house when he gets back and talk to him...he probably will get his phone back so im not too worried about that, i am worried but not as worried as i am about i worry a lot and I KNOW HE LOVES ME, but dont u all have that feeling in the back of your head, when guys r around other things, idk i dont think he will cheat, i just wanna be w him, and snce he is gone, i keep worrying and just basically really deprest adn am thinking all kinds of negative things... so in order for me to get him off my mind for until he gets back, what shud I do, bc my thoughts and everything r all round him and it seems like i cant get anything done w out thinking about him, im a txtahlolic we txted everyday all day for the past 2 months, and it is weird not talking to him.. so wht do i do for me to not be as depressed and have a life for a wk with out being an emotional wreck like i am at the moment! any other tips or advice or anything or your own experience if you have wone would be well appreciated thank you soooooooooooooo much!
 
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