I'm 26 year old male in a mixed race family of black and white. I have a couple of sisters who are older...36 and 47. I live with my mother who is white my sisters have left.but when they are around they make me sick.
They are ashashed of their black side, and because I look black they try to be weird to me. One of them never used to, but she got a boyfriend who is white and has never liked me. My mother always defends her in any argument because she looks "white"
She has no achievements but has her nose in the air towards me because her douche boyfriend went to University. Everytime I talk in front of them she wants me to supress my personality...or she is afraid I will say something that will embarass her. It's like she wants to be someone she isn't, or she doesn't want me to be myself incase it's either "too black" for her boyfriend.
On top of all that crap. I have some anxiety disorder, so whenever I see them they don't know what to say or act intimidated, yet I only want to geniune people. Not be around people who talk about me(I know for a fact) and the sad thing is things would be different if it wasn't for the douche who seems to change her behavior and even my moms.
The other sister has done well for herself, but again hates black people despite being half black. Causes an issue when I actually look black.
They are ashashed of their black side, and because I look black they try to be weird to me. One of them never used to, but she got a boyfriend who is white and has never liked me. My mother always defends her in any argument because she looks "white"
She has no achievements but has her nose in the air towards me because her douche boyfriend went to University. Everytime I talk in front of them she wants me to supress my personality...or she is afraid I will say something that will embarass her. It's like she wants to be someone she isn't, or she doesn't want me to be myself incase it's either "too black" for her boyfriend.
On top of all that crap. I have some anxiety disorder, so whenever I see them they don't know what to say or act intimidated, yet I only want to geniune people. Not be around people who talk about me(I know for a fact) and the sad thing is things would be different if it wasn't for the douche who seems to change her behavior and even my moms.
The other sister has done well for herself, but again hates black people despite being half black. Causes an issue when I actually look black.