Thgrssisgreenr
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I'm 15 years old and i have a lot on anxiety from my mom passing away this past summer. Lately for the past 2 weeks i have been waking up at 1 and 3 and the morning in the same night and each hour i wake up i have to stay up for an hour no matter what i do. It happens everynight and its giving me even more anxiety. Im afraid to take medication because i think it will change who i am and how i think. I have also heard that it can give you suicidal thoughts and that makes me even more anxious. I really need some relief. I dont go to counseling because i just dont think that counselors care about you. They are just looking to throw you on any medication and if it doesnt work put you on another. Is this anxiety or something else? I need answers.